Saturday, May 5, 2012

please tell me

I learnt about this hadith last friday:
"Bersahabat dengan orang yang soleh dan dengan orang yang jahat persis seperti berkawan dengan pengedar minyak wangi dan tukang besi (yang menghembus bara api). Pengedar minyak wangi sama ada ia memberi anda sebahagian atau anda membeli bau-bauan daripadanya atau sekurang-kurangnya anda mendapat juga baunya. Manakala tukang besi pula samada ia menyebabkan baju anda terbakar atau anda mendapat bau yang hapak." (Riwayat Abu Daud)


I have a friend
her name is cik N
I meet her few years ago
but we never being closed till Allah chose us to come together to oz


I learnt about something
that something is tarbiyyah
I know about it few years ago
but i never really fallen in love to tarbiyyah till i come to oz


now,
i love my cik N
and i love this tarbiyyah more


someone had once told me about this:
      Bila kita sayangkan seseorang,kita pastinya nak dia rasa segala kebaikan yg kita rasa,buat segala kebaikan yg kita buat,faham segala kebaikan yg kita faham..


SO, i want cik N to fallen in love with cik tarbiyyah more and more than myself do..



BUT, she's not yet doing so..n to the worst case, i think she's trying to avoid from being with me nowadays..n somehow i realized that i had failed to be that 'pengedar minyak wangi'..



i feel bad, and it hurts me more and more, but yet,really i dunno what to do. Can anyone pleaseee, TELL ME,what shud i do??