"kalo rasa xboleh tu,balik jela..mak lg suke...."
"bukan ap,duk jauh2 tu,riso mak.mcm2 cerita dah mak dgr..."

Ayat yg bukan pertama kali mak ckp.malah dah berpuluh2 kali. N ptg ni,mak ulang ayat yg sama lg...

Betul mak,mmg rasa xboleh pun.mmg risau,risau yg amat.
project masa 3rd year ni pon rasa tunggangterbalik nk buat.Exam xpenah cemerlang.buat satu assignment je dah berjam2 masa diambil nk faham

tambah pressure lg,bila kwn2 sume excited cerita,xsabar nak habis belajar tahun ni.tahun dpan da xyah tension2 da

N most people said this to me-u're still going to be a teacher.balik kena buat kpli for 1.5 tahun.kalo buat honours,maksudnya lg 2.5 tahun baru dpt kerja..it doesnt make much difference pon cikgu yg ad or xde honours.see.

Honestly,masa lpas winter break haritu,dah rasa cukup yakin nak sambung study.xkisahla ap org kata or ap org buat,yg penting selagi mak xckp "mak haramkan kamu sambung", I'm going to be fine.Just fine.tekad,yakin,kental habis jiwa.

But suddenly, 2 minggu lepas,ad org ckp mcm ni-"kalo xde minat,mmg susahla nk buat honours tu"..DUSH! rasa nk pengsan pun ada,nk nangis pon ada.Betul,takminat.mmg takminat. N tahniahla, satu ayat tu je dah berjaya serabutkan diri-otak-fikiran-etc for almost two weeks.Baru nk cool down sikit,mak keluarkan ayat tu pulak.huhu.what to do???T.T

sekian.again,bebelan yg tiada faedah.

being a physics student is hard, being an overseas physics student is harder,being an overseas physics student without any interest on it is the hardest

masa

Selalu sgt rasa xde masa utk Allah.
Padahal Allah yg pinjamkan masa tu kita
Berkiralah sgt dgn Allah, nanti Allah berkira dgn kita, nangis keluar air mata darah pon xdpt bantu selesaikan ap2!

note:Kalau masa kita xdihabiskan utk agama, masa tu ttp akn dihabiskan dgn benda lain.
masalahnya, hanya agama je jaminan utk kita rasa nikmat di syurga yg kekal nanti.

please tell me

I learnt about this hadith last friday:
"Bersahabat dengan orang yang soleh dan dengan orang yang jahat persis seperti berkawan dengan pengedar minyak wangi dan tukang besi (yang menghembus bara api). Pengedar minyak wangi sama ada ia memberi anda sebahagian atau anda membeli bau-bauan daripadanya atau sekurang-kurangnya anda mendapat juga baunya. Manakala tukang besi pula samada ia menyebabkan baju anda terbakar atau anda mendapat bau yang hapak." (Riwayat Abu Daud)


I have a friend
her name is cik N
I meet her few years ago
but we never being closed till Allah chose us to come together to oz


I learnt about something
that something is tarbiyyah
I know about it few years ago
but i never really fallen in love to tarbiyyah till i come to oz


now,
i love my cik N
and i love this tarbiyyah more


someone had once told me about this:
      Bila kita sayangkan seseorang,kita pastinya nak dia rasa segala kebaikan yg kita rasa,buat segala kebaikan yg kita buat,faham segala kebaikan yg kita faham..


SO, i want cik N to fallen in love with cik tarbiyyah more and more than myself do..



BUT, she's not yet doing so..n to the worst case, i think she's trying to avoid from being with me nowadays..n somehow i realized that i had failed to be that 'pengedar minyak wangi'..



i feel bad, and it hurts me more and more, but yet,really i dunno what to do. Can anyone pleaseee, TELL ME,what shud i do??